Hey baby
I miss you so much.
Perfect,
No matter how much people try to pull me away from you or scare me with rumors.. I don’t care. Because, I know that you’re an amazing person. To me, you’re absolutely beautiful inside and out. The most incredible girl in the universe.
.. I’m just the lucky bastard you chose to live a life with.
To me, you are perfect.
I miss when she’d leave me messages here on tumblr.. Especially sweet ones. Hmm
You’re all I want,
You’re all I need.
Forever.
A single kiss,
A single kiss is what you need, to know if it matters or if it doesn’t. It’s all you need to assure yourself of the love you share with the person.
Have you ever felt like saying, “I love you,” wasn’t enough? Or telling her the world doesn’t matter as long you have her? And it still feels as if you’re not saying enough? Well, that’s how I felt.
I realised that saying anything wasn’t enough anymore.. But saying nothing while holding her in my arms as we kissed, said everything. I felt like I poured my heart out. She felt every movement as if my heart was speaking to her.
Our relationship came to a point wherein, saying anything wouldn’t actually say everything. You know that little quote? —“Actions speak louder than words”? It’s actually true.
When I touch her cheek, I’m saying she looks absolutely beautiful and she gives me a serious look, I kiss her, and she smiles, so pretty, and tells me she loves me. I felt her words even more.
I closed my eyes as we kissed. Nothing in this world could compare how amazing it felt to have her in my arms again.
I love her.
I love you.
Forever.
You boys stay the fuck away from my girlfriend.
If you touch even a single strand of her hair, I will hunt you down.
If you flirt with her or even tell her you like her in the sweetest way, I don’t give a shit, I will find you.
If you even think about being with her or pursuing her, I will burn your house down.
If you tell her you love her, too bad. She loves ME., and I will seriously cut you to pieces.
If you do ANYTHING that has to do with wanting her, wanting to be with her, liking her, touching her, being sweet to her, or some shit like that I will seriously fucking kill you.
She is the love of my life, and I’m not gonna let anyone take her away from me.
I’m never gonna find anyone like her. I love her. So much.
So please, parang-awa mo na.
Wag mo na siyang kunin sa akin..
And..
Baby, if you’re reading this.. I will always love you. I hope you won’t forget it.
Forever.
Is it so hard to understand that I LOVE YOU?
all I want is for you to start telling the truth. I can’t live a lie forever.
As much as the truth hurts, I make it a point to never lie.
So that’s how I hurt her today. By telling the truth.
I just wanted to know all the truths from her that she never told me. She told me too many lies. Her lies are the reason why I broke.. Why I left her. And now, I just want the truth. And she couldn’t even give it to me.
Even after all the shit…
Why do I still love her?
Why do I still love you?
I guess that’s just really what love is.
I still love her. I’m never gonna stop.
Never a goodbye forever. But a goodbye for now.
I will always love you.
Going to poveda tomorrow, getting cookies from my tita :) (tomorrow Tuesday, April 17.)
Baby,
I’m so sorry I’ve been so busy lately.. Everything with my lolo has been so difficult. He even fired the night nurse now I have to be with him 5 days a week every night.. For 3 months.. Gosh, I hate this.. Please understand nalang..
I don’t think she understands that the bigger reason I need a break is because I have to take care of my grandpa..
I will NEVER stop loving her I wish she knew that, truly. Can’t wait ‘til the 18th so I can keep loving her again.. (not that I even stopped. I will NEVER stop) I miss her already. I wish she would just understand right now..
going to LGV tonight, coming back at around 12am
i’m gonna check up on my lolo. His nurse is on vacation til tuesday eh. Baby, I love you. So much. Thank you for everything. It’s been the most amazing one year and four months. And I’m so excited for the next years will be together. I can’t wait to sound forever with you.
I love you, baby.
Happy 1 year and 4 months.
